finally some privacy

So Amaka has been on my seat for so long now and i couldnt type here and ouldnt be bothered at home.
lol
hiiiiii
im alive
im struggling everyday
living through it all
its really not that great at all
but you know the beauty of not having high expectations is not feeling heartbreak
not feeling dissapointments

so we've not done it, F and I in like 3 months now, no kisses, no hugs, no quickies and i am actually fine with it.
i worry for my future,but not so much, when the future comes, it'll handle itself and no i am not scared of what is to come..
I lost it all already, there's nothing to lose.

now i know no one can find us, i can spill. loool

bye for now. btw 15/5 today. tick tock