I'm Sorry

I apologise to myself and whoever in this big yet small world who has even left clicked the link to this blog.

I apologise to myself for letting real life experiences shut me down and believe no one would ever want to read or know anything that I've got to offer. I'm yet to make this blog public but at least something has been woken up inside of me.

I have been around this past years, furthered my education, fell out of love and the relationship (we all know how messy that can be most times), landed my first real job and currently dating! :D (not sure a grin is appropriate for the kind of guys i meet these days).

Anyways, this is my new year, my era of new beginnings, and I reckon to use this as a personal journal for me and strangers who relate to me, let's consider this a personal reminder that we are living and not just existing.

LES GO!!!

Yesterday, i went to a clearance sales bonanza and yes i have a weakness for shopping especially when its going for such cheap prices :D ok back to the topic... the owner of this shop is a very beautiful young girl. of course am not alienated to the fact that young people own and run empires but just when i was blabbing about my admiration for this young achiever, my friends gisted me of how she got married to a rich-old-white-man and has a son for him.
Of course as a normal Naija girl  i was so quick to jump into conclusions that this girl married the rich sucker for his money and knows he's gonna die soon anyways besides she can be having younger boyfriends for all i care. then again i thought to myself..... who am i to judge this young lady for decisions she has made, i mean i barely even know her. believe it or not i was disappointed in myself cuz am really not the type to judge (not intentionally anyways)
it is very possible that this girl is perfectly happy and in love with her husband, its also possible she wasnt broke b4 marying him. some people marry to compliment thier financial status. not like the younger men we have these dayz are of good behaviour. this old man must really shower her with so much affection and adoration that he mostly doesnt believe how lucky he was to have nailed this young lady. yes ladies do u prefer love from an old man datloves u to pieces or a young man that has to be shown so many times wat a true gem u are ;) 

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